Šokirani smo i u dubokom bolu, bolu kakav nikada ranije nismo osjetili. Nismo mogli da zaustavimo krvarenje i damo svojoj bebi tečnost koja joj je bila potrebna, uprkos vrećama i kesama za transfuziju krvi. Jednostavno nije bilo dovoljno. Nikada ne odlučujemo o imenima svojih beba do zadnjeg mogućeg trenutka nakon njihovog rođenja, neposredno prije nego što napustimo bolnicu. Ali mi smo iz nekog razloga počeli da zovemo ovog malog u mom stomaku Džekom. Tako će nam uvijek biti Džek. Džek se toliko trudio da bude dio naše male porodice, i biće zauvek – napisala je manekenka, a u nastavku se obratila i svojoj preminuloj bebi.

Napisala je bebi poruku, obraćajući joj se sa Džek.

– Tako mi je žao što si prvih nekoliko trenutaka u svom životu bio suočen sa toliko komplikacija da nismo mogli da ti damo dom potreban za preživljavanje. Uvijek ćemo te voljeti.

 

 

 

 

 

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We are shocked and in the kind of deep pain you only hear about, the kind of pain we’ve never felt before. We were never able to stop the bleeding and give our baby the fluids he needed, despite bags and bags of blood transfusions. It just wasn’t enough. . . We never decide on our babies’ names until the last possible moment after they’re born, just before we leave the hospital.  But we, for some reason, had started to call this little guy in my belly Jack.  So he will always be Jack to us.  Jack worked so hard to be a part of our little family, and he will be, forever. . . To our Jack - I’m so sorry that the first few moments of your life were met with so many complications, that we couldn’t give you the home you needed to survive.  We will always love you. . . Thank you to everyone who has been sending us positive energy, thoughts and prayers.  We feel all of your love and truly appreciate you. . . We are so grateful for the life we have, for our wonderful babies Luna and Miles, for all the amazing things we’ve been able to experience.  But everyday can’t be full of sunshine.  On this darkest of days, we will grieve, we will cry our eyes out. But we will hug and love each other harder and get through it.

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